i want to get my ‘next’ tattoo but i dont feel like i deserve it yet. as well as it being pretty and making me smile when i look at it, i want it to mean something, i want it to mean that ive overcome something in my life. but i havent. i still cant overcome what i need to. im still not the person i know i could be.
im really fucking unhappy here in london. i thought it would be the biggest and best decision id ever make, and now that ive spent so much money, so much of my mums money, i cant leave, i have to get a degree to justify it. but im really effing lonely here. blag.
